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The room is dark and quiet, at least until the muffled sound of objects falling over and a woman’s muttered curses break the silence. After a few moments, and some more grumbling, a light clicks on, flooding the room with a soft golden hue.

The writer heads to her coffee machine, for although her muse will not wait for morning, she insists on her caffeine. A cup later, and the writer has seated herself at her desk, a patchwork combination of stained wood and scattered papers.

She sweeps everything but a solitary notebook off its surface, scarcely noticing the proliferation of half-completed work drifting to the ground beneath her chair. Turning the book to the first page, she lifts a pen precariously.

Moments pass as she contemplates what to say, but soon she begins. Her ink scatters words, and from them a burst of color emerges. The colors swirl around her, but the writer, intent on her work, does not notice. The colors morph into a café, and soon she finds herself in a different place entirely.

She pauses in her work, inhaling the scent of her night-time rejuvenation. Having set the mood, she continues on.

Two lovers take shape near the counter, whispering to each other sweet nothings and grinning like the Mad Hatter. She strides towards them, her hands already twitching from the tale. Gradually, the two begin to lift their voices, and the writer cries as she encourages them forward.

One storms towards the door, and the writer waves a half-hearted goodbye. When he is gone, she turns back to the crestfallen woman on the bar-stool.

This was not where the story began, but it was her favorite part, the writer realizes. This was the story that her muse had dragged her out of bed at 2 A.M. to write. So, she lifts her pen, and she begins to write the tears that slip from her protagonist’s eyes.

The sob of a broken heart fills the room, crushing each of the walls she had built up to write this scene. For a moment, the writer stops writing.

The coffee shop disappears, replaced by the old attic-turned-office. Golden light fills her tired eyes, and the writer lifts her drink to her lips again.

For years, she has labored over this book, but she has never managed to make it past this scene. For the hundredth time, she regrets how similar she has made the circumstances for this scene to her own life.

Her muse niggles in the corner of her mind, pushing and prodding. The writer studies the page for a few moments more before nodding. Picking up the pen again, she places it to the paper, allowing the colors to surround her as they always do.

For hours into the night, the writer tells a tale of heartbreak and self-discovery.

By the time the golden glow came from her window instead of beside her, the writer has finished drinking her seventh cup of coffee. Hand-written scrawls cover every corner of her desk, extending out onto the walls where she has stapled them up.

Stepping back, the writer finally smiles, recalling the scents and glory of each of her worlds and scenes. After years of writing, she has finished.

She chooses to go back to bed to celebrate. 
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When I was a child, I dared to dream that the stars in the sky sparkled just for souls we had lost on earth. I promised myself that someday I would rise up and visit them, but not too soon. I wanted to make sure they were proud of me when I visited.

Wind rippled through my hair, and I watched it blow away in fascination. Like me, it held on despite the elements. Day transitioned into night while I studied my hair, yet I only turned my attention to the sky when the faintest hint of light began to shine above moon-tossed waters.

“Mom, can you hear me?” I called to the universe. “I’m coming for you!”

The stars seemed to twinkle in response, and I felt the grin rising across my face. “I need you more than ever now. You could have taught me how to navigate this ocean.”

I glanced past the soft, sandy beaches I stood on, watching the black waves dance forward. “There’s nothing but darkness in it. Pain, frustration, anger, hate…hurt.”

Entranced by the combined beauty of the pure sky and the desolate water, I stepped forward, footprints following in my wake. “I know what you would tell me. That it’s just life. That we’ll always have the darkness no matter how far we try to sail away from it. But I can’t help but hope that with the right boat, I could escape.”

I turn behind me, and there lies a completed raft, made of driftwood and other scraps of kindness I have found along this beach. Notes and words of compassion, waterlogged but still intact, comprise the sail. I have found friends within the driftwood, and I know that the handmade ropes can tie the boat together better than all others.

“Am I the only one who struggles like this?” I ask her again. “I think I am sometimes. I wonder if it is really worth it to keep trying to build this boat.”

However, I take the main rope and begin to tug it towards the ocean. “Someone came to me once. He couldn’t take me away from my island with his boat, but he was able to stop and stay awhile. He’s the reason I’m not up in the stars with you yet. Although he put it differently.”

I pushed the raft into the water, holding on tight lest the waves carry it away. “Maybe I could be that friend for someone else. Would you like that, Mom?”

Climbing in and shoving off from the shore, I grab my oar and begin to row. Though the dark water beats hard against the side of it, the friendship I built the raft from keeps me afloat.

Above me the stars twinkle, and I smile.
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I threw my pencil across the room and watched it bounce off the math lab’s whiteboard. The action felt good — at least until I realized that half the room now stared at me, and the cute tutor had put a hand to her mouth to hide her laughter.

I flushed, certain my face could have put a fire hydrant to shame. Shuffling to retrieve it, I waited for their stares to flit away, but I could still hear their whispering.

“Who is he? Have you seen him before?”

“Yeah, he’s in my stats class. The teacher doesn’t like him very much.”

I sighed, plucking the pencil from the ground and heading back to my seat. When there, I buried my face in my hands, ignoring the papers scattered all around me.

“You know, if you’d like help with the homework, you are welcome to come ask me at any time.”

I looked up and found the tutor, smiling at me in an irresistible manner. “I just find throwing a pencil to be a much more endearing way of expressing frustration,” I said.

She smiled, walking around to sit beside me at the table. “We’ve got rubber erasers you could use next time instead.”

We both laughed, and she leaned over my math problem. “This shouldn’t be too hard. Degrees of freedom are basically like just subtracting one!”

“Mhm,” I said, disagreeing.

“Look,” she said, and I found my gaze traveling to her lips instead of the page. “If you just do n minus one, you’ll be able to calculate the t-score. Once you get the t-score, you’ll be able to figure out the rest of the problem.”

She glanced up and caught me looking at her. Blushing, she turned her attention back to the page, her hair falling past her ear and hiding her face.

I longed to reach out and scoop it back, but I refrained. Glancing back at the page, I studied what she had written and nodded. “See, that makes sense. Thanks!”

She nodded. “Do you have any more questions?”

“Actually, yes. What’s your name?”

She laughed. “Cecilia.”

“That’s a beautiful name,” I said sincerely. “I’m Mark, which isn’t half as cool a name as yours.”

“I still like it,” she replied.

Someone else raised their hand, and Cecilia left to go help them instead. Twenty minutes later, I had no idea how to find the standard deviation, and I raised my hand again.

“See, that works much better,” Cecilia teased, heading back over.

She started to teach me how, but then another girl from my stats class walked into the math lab. I gaped in awe, for today she seemed like the most beautiful girl I had ever seen.

“So, how many girls are in your class?” Cecilia questioned, a grin sweeping her face.

“Quite a few, why do you ask?”

“Oh no reason, but I just figured out why you’re failing statistics.”
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Blood-covered shards stabbed through his palms, remnants of a vase that had fallen and shattered on the hardwood floor. The boy, less than ten-years-old, could have blamed it on the darkness that surrounded him.

However, he had remained instead of run, kneeling alongside the broken pieces, heedless of the sharp pain as they poked and prodded through his tender skin. Somehow, he could see the outlines of each piece, even without an evident light source, so he picked up the largest, turning it over to study it.

In brilliant watercolors shone half an ancient rose, petals curling softly around the glass. The boy rubbed its painted petals, as if he could feel the way the leaves had blown in the breeze. Setting it aside, he picked up another piece, hardly large enough to be considered a fragment at all, and he slid his finger along the smooth but sharp edge.

He liked the feel of pain, the boy decided. Clean and constant, it made him feel in an otherwise shapeless void. Thinking, he set the fragment beside the first, and glanced down at his cut and bloodied hands.

Maybe…maybe the vase represented the state of his own current existence: broken, damaged, and incomplete.

He knelt there for a little longer, a single tear making its way down the side of his face.

“Why are you crying?” someone asked behind him.

“I broke something.”

“Looks to me like it was already broken,” the person replied. The boy turned to face the girl behind him.

She was about his age, and blonde, but around her there was a halo of light, not an aura of darkness. She put her hands on her hips and studied him, clucking her tongue. “It’s a good thing I brought the first aid kit,” she said.

“Are you going to fix the vase?” the boy asked.

“We have to fix you first, silly!” she exclaimed. “Come here and let me see all those cuts.”

Uncertain of many things, including why this girl was in his mind, he obliged, letting her put crooked Band-Aids all over his body. When she was satisfied, she turned to the vase. With the light she brought, the boy could clearly see all the pieces.

He waited for her to doom the cause as hopeless, but she only grinned, scooping up the largest pieces and pulling out duct tape from somewhere. In a couple of moments, she had sloppily taped it back together again.

The boy glanced at her in skepticism. “That’s not going to hold water, you know,” he stated.

“I know! But it will hold flowers, and sometimes that’s all we need.” So saying, she plucked about eight or nine flowers from the air, stuffing them into the precarious vessel.

“Alright, take better care of yourself from now on!” the girl announced, surveying her handiwork. “I don’t want to have to visit you too soon.”

“Are you leaving already?” the boy asked.

The girl nodded, two feet away, when she stopped, slapping her head and turning back to face him. “I forgot something,” she said.

She snapped her fingers, and suddenly all the lights came on at once.

The boy blinked, trying to make out her figure, but by the time his vision had adjusted, she was gone. His gaze fell to the table in front of him, where a completely perfect vase held eight or nine flowers. 


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Yes!!! I'm alive, believe it or not. XD College is slowly killing me, but I am thriving nonetheless. Although I have written several pieces of fiction that I have yet to had time to post, I'm back and going to begin posting more of these works! I hope you enjoy them over the next week or so. 

Be sure to tune in every day this week for that day's new update! That being said, I hope you enjoy "Stairs." This is a potential start to the book my best friend and I will co-write. Be sure to let me know what you think in the comments below!

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The footsteps trod on, each falling for a brief moment before hitting the comforting security of the next step. Weightless in an otherwise empty void, the threat of flying away and never reaching the next level of the staircase always loomed. 

Each step lower on an eternal staircase required another feat of balance. Though he remembered little of how he came to this desolate existence, he recalled that in the past, he had walked with others beside him. Tonight, however, he took the steps on his own, hoping in a blind act of faith that another step would be below the area where he so trustingly fell. 

The footsteps beat in time with his heart, the futility of the endless march ringing fresh in his ears. Again, like he always did, the man paused, stopping on the staircase, turning to stare above him, then again below him. Nothing but darkness presented itself, and he had no idea how much more was left to go or how far he had come. 

A faint whispering came from nearby, and he peered into the night, straining his eyes to see if he could pick out another person nearby. 

“Hello?” he called. His voice sounded strange to his ears. “Hello?” 

He heard a giggle — playful and kind — nearby, and with it, a gust of clean, fresh wind blew by his face. Bolstered on by the thought that an escape was near, the man continued to run down the stairs. 

“I hear you!” he called. “I’m here! Don’t leave me alone!” The voice continued, speaking too softly for him to make out the words. It lured him further into the dark, and he followed, heart beating rapidly in time with his steps. 

He followed the noise with the hunger of a man who has seen the light. Desperation emboldened him, and he leaped down the darkened staircase two steps at a time. “Where are you?” he called. “Who are you?” 

The voice fell silent, and with it, the man stopped as well. However, his heart beat on, reverberating in his chest at an ungodly pace. He dared not speak, for fear he would scare away the other. 

Yet then, he heard singing, as tender and fragile as a butterfly’s wing. He took another step down the stairs, entranced, and finally, he could make out the words. 

We are the voices 
that haunt you by night. 
We are the remnants 
of all that is right. 
We are the ones who 
You’ve cast away 
And we were the ones who 
You needed to save. 

Keep running and running 
From all that you fear. 
Keep running and running 
From those you hold near. 
No one will love you 
‘Til you learn how to love. 
No one will climb with you 
When there’s no one above. 

We are the voices 
Of all that you’ve lost. 
We are reminders 
Of the bloodiest cost. 
We are the ones who 
Will cast you away. 
And you are the one 
You needed to save.

The voice faded away, beautiful, yet fleeting in the dark. Though her words hung in the air for long moments more, they disappeared, only a memory left behind. 

The man crouched to the step, balancing somehow despite the long drop on either side. “Is that all?” he whispered through partially cracked lips. “Are you leaving me again?” 

The voice said nothing. Rising to his feet, he began to stumble forward, plummeting to the steps further below, yet as he stared into the darkness, suddenly it seemed purposeless. He had forgotten why he climbed, and he hesitated. 

“Why am I doing this?” he asked aloud, as if his voice would jog his memory. 

“Because you are too afraid to stop,” the answer came, as if from far away. 

“What lies beyond?” he asked the darkness. This time, the voice did not reply. 

A new idea occurred to him, and he turned to the side, staring out into that abyss. “I’m not too afraid,” he murmured. “I can do this.” 

He hung one foot out over the edge, as if testing the waters. Then, instead of forward and back, this time, he stepped to the side, and there was no step there to break his fall. As he rushed downward, the voice’s song rose up again, mocking him with its power. 

“We are the ones
        Who will cast you away.
                And you are the one
                        You needed to save.”
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Hello everyone! Today marks my first guest post, written by my amazing friend, Jaedyn, from J Long Books. I absolutely loved the story she wrote for my blog, and I wrote one for hers! If you are interested in reading more of her work, check her out on Wattpad! We chose the word prompt "transport" for our stories, and I know you will love them. Here is Jaedyn's story, "Trails."



“Trails”
By Jaedyn Long

“How much farther, Mama?”

“A little farther, Pip.”

“You said that last time!”

I didn’t think she really had a right to be asking that question, much less for the 35th time. And yes, I’d been counting. 

“I know, Pip.”

“How much farther is a little, Mama?”

“Just count the trees we pass, and you’ll know.”

Cecile huffed indignantly and slumped against Mama’s back. Mama had been piggy-backing her for the past hour, and I didn’t know how she did it. If it was anyone who should be asking “How much farther”, it was Mama. I didn’t much like walking, but at least I didn’t have to carry my fidgety little sister. 

I had to walk too, but I had a wagon to pull all of our belongings with us. Currently we were trekking uphill, and instead of reprimanding Cecile, I saved my oxygen for my aching muscles.

“One. Two. Three.”

“You can’t count the trees we haven’t passed,” I grit my teeth. “That’s cheating.”

Cecile blew a raspberry at me.

I heaved the wagon to the hill’s plateau, and on the last yank, I toppled to the ground. Cecile laughed, but I didn’t bother getting up. Sighing deeply, I layed there, on my back, on the grass, ignoring the buzz of unidentifiable creatures in my hair. Ignoring the itch grass on my skin. Ignoring the questions of my mother. Ignoring the water that Cecile was pouring on my forehead.

I stopped moving and closed my eyes. 

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We’d been traveling for eight days. First by wagon, then train, then boat, and the rest by foot. It felt like we’d used every mode if transport available (including piggy backing, at least in Cecile’s case. 

It was just the three of us. I remember writing it down in my first journal entry of the trip. My name at the top: Winnifred, even though most people call me Winnie. Then Mama, and then Cecile. All in my best cursive. And then the year: 1827. Spring. From the sweltering but history-filled Virgina to the unpredictable weather and sparse settlements of northern Indiana. I wasn’t too keen on the move, and Mama wasn’t too keen on explaining her reasoning, even though I’m nearly a grown up. “Ladies must listen and learn,” she always said. I didn’t like to listen. 

And even more than listening, I hated walking. At least, not this kind of walking. We’d been ferried across the Ohio, but upon trying to cross the Muskingum, we’d been completely drenched. Mama insisted that walking would help us dry off (not like we had a choice) but the water had barely left before we approached the Muskingum again. What was this river???

And so we continued that way, wading through creek after creek, river after river, Cecile on Mama’s shoulders and our meager belongings tied into a scarf in my hair, before we finally reached Fort Wayne, where Mama gave in and decided to replace most of what we’d lost. That’s where we got the wagon (and boy was I happy about that). 

And after that there were no more rivers. Just the occasional log house and cornfield. 

Maybe Indiana wouldn’t be so bad, I thought. Maybe...maybe all this travel would be worth it. 

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Mama was dabbing a cold cloth on my forehead when I woke. I turned my head toward her. I swallowed hard.

“Mama!” I cried. Nothing came out. 

“Oh Winnie…here, drink this.”

She handed me another cold cloth and I sucked on it like a babe. 

I heard sniffling.

I hoisted myself up, trying to ignore my dizziness, and rolled over onto my stomach. A few feet in front of me, Cecile sat with her legs dangling off the hill’s cliff. I saw teardrops on her skirt. “Hey, Pip,” I whispered. 

Her head whipped around. “Winnie?”

“Yeah?”

“You’re alive!”

I snorted. “Of course I am--”

Mama gave me a warning look.

“I mean, yeah. I’m alive. I just fainted, that’s all.”

“Why?”

“I was really tired, I guess.”

She thought about that. “I’m tired too.”

I wanted to say something sarcastic, but it occurred to me that there was a reason she’d wanted to piggy back. She was only seven, after all. “Sorry about that.”

She nodded quietly. Then, looking up, “Do you want me to pull the wagon?”

I almost said yes, but Mama put a hand on my shoulder. “Actually, girls… we’re here.”

“We… what?”

Mama helped me up, and I leaned into her. She swept her arm across the horizon below us, and I gasped. 

Below us, lush fields of flowers and tall grass stretched out. Just past a grove of trees, the grass turned into sand, and sand into a vast body of water. 

“Is that the Paffic Ocean?” Cecile gaped.

“Pacific,” I corrected.

“Oh.”

“No,” Mom chuckled. “That’s Lake Michigan.”

Cecile and I barely glanced at each other before taking off down the hill and sprinting to the water. Any fatigue I’d felt had been taken by the wind that battered our faces. Reaching the sand, we chucked off our shoes, hiked up our skirts, and waded into the water.

We’d finally made it home. 



About the Author 
Jaedyn Long is a teenage homeschooler whose dream is to be a bestselling author and a Broadway actress. When she’s not writing or belting out show-tunes, she can be found cheerleading, reading, or hanging out with her siblings. You can find her nerdy rants over at J Long Books.



Thanks for reading, everyone! Don't forget to comment so Jaedyn knows what you think of her story!! If you’d like to read my take on the theme, you can find it here. Don't forget to stop by her blog to see more of her work!

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